Where did February go?

Hello!

I don’t know about you, but this year has just been flying by. I don’t even know where February went. All of sudden it is March. 

February was a rough month on a creative and on a personal level. It is actually hard to separate the two with me. What I create is so connected to what is or isn’t going on in my personal life. I’ve suffered from a lack of motivation that stems from not knowing what it is I want to do next. I have also been overwhelmed with many ideas that I struggle to start. I don’t know where to start. Then there is feeling as though nothing I do will be good enough or note worthy enough. It can be very hard to create things when battling inner demons. 

What goals, if any, do I set for myself for March?  What is it that I want to achieve?  

I’ll need to sleep on that for now.

Little Pillows for your soul

Hello Hello,

It is very late and I need to go to bed, but I don’t necessarily feel tired. I’m trying to steer more people to my shop and get my artwork and jewelry sold. The porcelain pieces are coming along nicely. I still need to handpaint them. I’m going to introduce rings into the shop within the coming weeks. They are going to be very boho and very cute.

I need to get back to painting though. I often ask myself,” Will I ever animate again?” and “Will I expand on my marionette story??”  I just keep plugging away hoping that something will catch the eye or start a trend. It is rough staying positive throughout the growth and hardwork, but I know that payoff and recognition is JUST around the corner.

The beautiful butterfly goes through a long but peaceful transformation but the Phoenix must set itself a blaze before it can rise again renewed.  Which am I?

Until next time,

xoxo